Hello world!

It’s been a dream of mine to begin blogging about my personal, love, travel, and professional life. However, with the rigorous nursing program that I’ve been involved in this year, it has been difficult to find any spare time to do the things I love the most, or yet, the things I’ve always dreamed of working on.

I’ve just finished my freshman year of the nursing program, but since nursing requires students to complete multiple prerequisites, I’m not quite done yet. I’m not even half way there yet. If anything, my life has been put on hold due to recent problems that I’ve been having.

About a month ago, I was diagnosed with a couple skin conditions/infections. This has literally put my life on hold, because I’m stuck at home, coffee shops, under a shade, fully clothed trying to find inner peace/happiness and regain my health.

These health problems that I’ve been having this month has caused an intense amount of stress onto me and my family. I’ve never been so damaged internally and externally. For the past 30 days, I’ve broken down into tears at least once a day and the only person I have to blame for this cause is myself. Due to the stress I’ve been under, my doctor recommended that I reduce my stress, and the only thing (other than my health problems) that’s keeping me the most stressed out is school. So, I dropped out of my current nursing program and said goodbye to all the beautiful friends I’ve made this year. Even though I’m no longer in the graduating class of 2018, my school has given me another opportunity to join the next year’s freshman class, so I’m still in the program, but I’ll be graduating a year later than my age group.

Not only did I have to drop my classes this quarter and join another group of nursing students next year, I’m unable to do the things I love due to my skin condition. From now on, I cannot workout to the point where I sweat and I can’t tan/swim this summer, or at least until my condition has improved.

Although I’ve been going through an extremely rough patch, it’s time for me to center my energy into what I’ve never done, but have always had a passion for. Blogging. The main point of this blog is to post about everything that inspires me and to express myself through writing. Writing can help me to clear my mind and help me stay on track, so I thought it was time I made my own website to continue staying motivated. Lastly, my intension with this website is to write about whatever that comes my way in order for me to get in touch with my inner feelings/thoughts. I hope to inspire others to create their own blogs and become true with themselves through writing, and I hope to connect with you all around the world.

P.S. everything written and posted in my blog is all my work, unless stated otherwise.

Love ~

Saba Moghim

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Moment in time

Dancing under the stars

Drinking wine in cars

Feeling the breeze of the ocean

Crisp & clean

We sit neatly, legs crossed, sharing secrets

Dying from laughter

Moments pass

I find myself zoning out

Your face runs across my mind

Hazel eyes and messy hair

What I liked best about you went to gray

My heart skipped a beat and I found myself day dreaming again

Forgot where I was, what I was doing, my entire purpose in life

All because in this moment of time

I dreamt of you in my mind

Why is it that even with those I love, there comes those brief moments in time

Where I’m stuck, unconscious, out of words

Fearing that I’ll run back to you again

Only to get hurt

The happiest times can’t take away what we had

The memories we shared

Those nights when me & you were dancing under the stars

Drinking wine in your car

Feeling the breeze of the ocean

Crisp & clean

Sharing secrets with each other

Boy… my heart might skip a beat again… a million more times

Just don’t forget this beautiful soul of mine

Because you always run across my mind

XO

-to what we had

 

Inspiration to write this: Flume – Greenpeace (Edit)

Hate Letter

The only love letter I seem to be able to write to you, my dear

Is out of hate

Hate for everything you are and everything you’ve done to me

Used, abused, and lied to me

Like a heartless bitch you stepped right all over me

My heart throbs for you but you don’t give a fuck

Let me feel your heart when it wasn’t mine to touch

Chewed me up to spit me back out

Lied your way in and lied your way out

Made me feel like shit thinking I’d want you back

Those who love fight for what they want, but you dear, don’t love me anymore

It’s best that I find myself than try to find the best in someone so see-through and fake

Lost the 1 person who fucked with you most

You’ll never find a woman like me, but now all you see is a ghost

I hope our last texts together haunt you til the day you die

Knowing I was outside your door crying for you back

You let me down and let yourself go

Sabs is back and you’re nothing but micro

Keep telling people I ran back to you, but don’t forget to tell them you cut yourself to put me in jail too.

To: Ugly ass boy

From: Queen

2017

You taught me a lot,

From pleasure to pain,

We buried a ton

The weight of the past belongs in these pages

As I move forward with my life and never look back,

I will cherish the good times and never forget those who did me wrong

Never regret a chose I’ve made, for that’s brought me to the place I am here today

Wiser, stronger, and loved day by day

Though I raised my frequency and recognized my worth

My thoughts and my actions now aligned and I’m centered on earth

2018 will bring new ups and downs and loves and bows,

But through it all I’ll remember to stay above all and strong

Respect for myself enough to forgive and move on from what was to what is

You Only Live 1 Life

You only live 1 life, so you choose how you live it

Crumbled up miserable in a place where respect is nonexistent,

Faith is shook and broken

Love is lust

And fear grows from distrust

I am fearless, I am loved, and I am wise

I will not limit myself to what I am but raise my frequency to become who I want to be

Working hard to become the woman of my dreams

Doing, loving, creating, smiling, and working

All the things that make me, me.

The suffrage ends in my head

When I learn to love myself and stay positive

Thats when I go ahead

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Ghost From The Past

Soon we’ll be counting the time, til then you’re mine and it’s bedtime

Turn off the lights, feel the bites of your teeth among my skin you breathe so deep

Lust or love what can I say, it started great and went to gray

But shades exist when Im yours to kiss

So hush and sleep its that midnight bliss

Thoughts – 5:26am

what inspires you?

is it the depth of the sea?

the heat of the lava

the crust on the earth

or gravitational pull on towards earth beyond we will ever know

but take man and man

you won’t know who will have fear

enough to break down all the walls to create

something bigger than themselves

in order to find more power

how? they ask.

engineers will think, then soon to build, then run, and find more evidence

to find out they are exactly what is kept hidden from humans.

there you lie thinking, what is life and why/how am i here.

its 5:26am

i’m lit

turn up

Universe

The seas rolling over dry land

Days after the solar eclipse

The irony is strange but the thought of it is grand

Though some are in danger, I feel empathy

To build a better life for me and those that come before me

New waves of energy has shifted into my life

Exposing me to great opportunities and a new light

I’ve found my peace and happiness from this moment in time 

This constant inspiration to become better and healthier

From the moment the moon and the sun aligned, The world has never felt so inclined

To provide positive energy to those who seek greatness

I thank the universe for being on my side and generating a state of sedateness